so much for being nervous

yello :D !

guess how the dinner went? was i seriously shaking and shivering in my pants and my stupid heart going pom pom pom? yeah, actually it did - on the way there. BUT, it was seriously not worth it - my efforts that it . woot, i bathed in passionfruit soap, blowdry my hair, make-up applied and a good shirt and jeans, eh, sound so perfect right ;D hmm. he didn t come in the end because he had church session

it is seriously so dam ironic. i skipped church for the second time because of this dinner and here he is not here! and i thought he could like somehow prove me wrong again. hm, i think he somehow made me give up now , honestly disappointed. Dam.

Before that, we arrived early so my brother and I decided to walk along Singapore River and my silly brother put his foot on the railing to prevent people from failling in , to tie his shoelace.

jy: hey, dont ?
kor: why?
jy: because if you fall in ..-
kor: WON T LA
jy: i won t save you, my hair is too perfect now

LOL. dam, he ruffled my hair later? but after knowing that his presence was not here anymore , i really want to thanks deborah and yi lin for lifting my spirits up. if not , i would be glum. ok, shut up, enough of him, dam sickening .

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i really dunno how to tell miss siok yan i don t want to work anymore.